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Headache. Depressed. Lonely, and I am *not* a moron. I know I shouldn't be. I've just put this little box around my head (probably the cause of the headaches) and I can't talk to people not in the box, or at least aware that the box is there, for very long. My brain goes off somewhere.

Want to do a million creative things, and want to get CG finished, so I won't feel guilty for doing them. Not the series, per se, but this one damn chapter. It's not that it's anything earthshattering, either. It's that none of the dialogue seems natural, and it even feels boring to *me*. I don't think the plot is off -- but hell if I can figure out how to write them through it.

I have ftp back, though. Wee-hoo. I can therefore post this without going through a 3-hoop dolphin-act:

I think I'm going home. We *might* even go see a movie. Or I could dub those tapes for Firehorse that I've been promising her for a year and are now almost totally moot.

Ever look at the list of things you have to do, and feel so overwhelmed that you don't want to do any of them, even the fun ones, because they make you feel guilty for not doing the un-fun ones?

Help, I can help. Yeah.


2001-11-30 07:17 pm (UTC) (Link)

I'm sure it's not that bad. If you want to send it over this way, I could beta it for you. Help you with the dialogue. This and that. And also that.

Everest chewing gum is good. I nearly typed chewing "cum" for some inane reason. Inane because I really hate intentional misspellings of words. It is COME. Come come come come come come come, too lazy for commas.

Re: Help, I can help. Yeah.


2001-12-02 12:13 am (UTC) (Link)

Come, come, come to the church in the wildwood, come to the church in the vale...

Er. Sorry. Channeling my mother.

But there'd have to be something *there* for you to beta. There's, like, 5 pages done out what's likely to be a 20-page story.

But that said, had some success tonight.

once finished, (or nearly so) I *will* be a good girl and ship it off to you. Right now, Xander's still licking a pudding spoon, and trying to get overwhelmed enough to kick everyone out of the room so he can think (or not) in peace.


2001-12-04 04:22 am (UTC) (Link)

At the moment I'm hiding from the fact that I even need to write a to do list - denial is so much better than having a list of allt he things I've not got done yet. *sympathy*